Vittoria

I met a nice girl with great vibes as my project partner. She is really cool one with gangsta vibes always chilling in her own life so I wanted to know her more but as always fked up by sleeping with her at first it was cool coz it was my first in Canada, we enjoyed it was best but she has insecurities about her weight that's why she makes up shit inside her brain.

at first, I also thought she was being unreasonable with this but all my doubt became clear she was hoping for something else and idk what is happing and one night she started kissing some random guy that was fking hard night for me I tried to be with someone but failed so continue drinking and ignoring next day she was being nice I knew she was trying so I don't push her out of my life but come to think of it I shouldn't have to give her 2nd chance. but sadly I did then we slept together on 7th April.

it was amazing both of us are pleaser kind so it was awesome and we realized it was beautiful and I didn't had any doubts about my decision but they suddenly she said she gonna be super attached so we should not decide anything yet maybe again her insecurities then next day I had a bad day like literally everything was upside down . from the beginning she wasn't acting as she should then that night I realized she is not the one tbh. but still I couldn't stop thinking about her coz she was only 1 who was super cool and who actually got me like understand and all I loved to be around her but

Today we talked and she thinks it's not perfect and that's true when she said we are compromising by choosing each other and I'm not her 1st choice so I thought we shouldn't do this on chat its better if we do it face 2 face, of course, its better idea, I went to her house and had 2 icecreams. told her Im out if she want to talk and she just replied with no, we'll talk tomorrow

............ level of disrespect!!!!!!! now I DONT CARE what she has to offer I might get manipulated but I don't want her from now I AM KULDIP, I can get any fking thing I want from life and IM wasting time for someone like her???? amma gonna focus on Montu and loan pay. I realized Im being selfish for this trying something that is not important focus on making moneyyyyy bitchhhh!!!