Mystery girl

So today was kinda weird day..... Fab 5th....

Meet Payal after a long time didn't realized what was happening... I hated her for being her self but whenever I'm with her she becomes someone else , someone I know, I trust. She's wrong, rude and..........weird (I think), but it never felt like that, it was something I couldn't figure out... I wanted her but not as wife or something but as a best friend....

we had many fights and I used many sentences that I should never use, after a year of blocking and unblocking I've still didn't know if I really wanted or not... I always loved her in person but on chat it was like she's something else... someone I don't want in my life for sure. But in person I wanted to give her chance... maybe thats because of my naiveness, not sure yet nor I have time to figure out. Sadly today might be last time we met, hope thats not end of this beautiful relationship.