Bad decisions?? (CYEX 590)

As life goes by day to day it's getting harder to survive but I think Im getting stronger each day !

New year started with dry shit. didn't do shit on new year but managed to stay out of depression and get shit done. sold my car coz of fees and trying to get new one and better one. but fked up badly . still haven't recovered money for old car and bought new one Subaru WRX 2015 and broke it on 1st day. now going Ottawa to fix it and gonna cost me my next savings ( there goes my wish list again) .

Had a super bad day with this car. First it took forever to take a loan booked BRZ and WRD STI but didn't got loan approved thank lord or Ill be in debt for next 5 years. finally found a company who can land me a loan and started looking for 350z dk what was I thinking. and got one but mf sold it to someone else. then got this car and owner hunter was pretty cool guy. he was near Cornwall. got car to Ottawa and after 3 weeks of struggling and I got my car on March 7,23 got everything ready and convinced Harpinder ( phut work friend but super cool) to come with me and booked but went there got car, super impressed. everything was awesome. had fish and chips and on the way back 2 mtl car broke down due to a transmission issue. but I was driving it like fking lunatic. got stuck in the middle of the highway in -4 . even the battery died no blinker nothing. finally got the tow truck from warranty got from the dealer (mike) . the tow guy was Haryanvi and bro was fking cool. asked him if we can get cheaper BNB and he asked us to stay at his place saved a few there and rested there for the night. delivered car at Mike's garage.

woke up next day went to the garage mf said he won't take a look at it as he's too busy. didn't liked the guy anyway called Wally(cool garage owner who helped us with safety) he brought the car to his garage and checked gave me an estimate and said need to change the engine block I still have doubts coz I became too friendly and pretended money didn't matter. as always. have to pay around 8k for this shit to repair. 5k is covered with a warranty but have to par 3k from my pocket. fking sucked. left the car with Wally and forgot my wallet somewhere all IDs and everything was lost.. went to buy CBD vape and realized that. but there was this guy who worked at that store and he was super cool about it. said " Too many bad news means big good news is coming " loved that made my mood a lot better.

Learning who to trust and its fking hard everyone is right with their own POV. and always put myself in other's shoes so it's hard to make decisions. trusted Hunter(previous car owner) with Subaru and it was good dk why it broke down easily, maybe I need to work on my manual driving skills and drive it easily. gotta manage pay and pay off the loans I've taken.